Archive for April, 2019


Alma Mater


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Today I got the notification that my alma mater, Taylor University, is going to have Vice-President Mike Pence speak at their 2019 commencement ceremony. The backlash was almost immediate with comments on Facebook and Twitter, along with petitions created and letters being drafted and sent. I’ll be honest, I signed the petition. Some might question why, after all, Mike Pence is a professed Christian and Taylor is a Christian university. Not to mention, I’m also a pastor and a Christian myself, so why would I have an issue with Mike Pence?

There is a quote often attributed to Dietrich Bonhoeffer that says: “Silence in the face of evil is itself evil. God will not hold us guiltless. Not to speak is to speak. Not to act is to act.” I am in no way calling Mike Pence evil, I really believe that he is a deeply religious man with strongly held convictions. However, the Pharisees were deeply religious too. Jesus never questioned their faith nor their devotion. He questioned their quest for money and power, and how they treated others and put the law before love.

Mike Pence is complicit in what is happening in the current administration and government. From the refusal to call racism and hate what it is to the inhumane policies that have seen children separated from their parents and locked in cages (it doesn’t matter where they’re from…they’re children). Not to mention the blatant lies, the bullying and namecalling, the rhetoric stoking racism and fear, and the overall greed that sees the quest for money and power at the expense of the least of these. Pence is in a position where he could easily speak up, hell he could even use his so-called Christian principles as an excuse as to why he is speaking up. If Pence is a devout Christian he should be able to quote the Bible and Jesus and call out all of the evils that surround him on a daily basis. Yet he says nothing, “not to speak, is to speak”.

John Wesley said that Christians are to “Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can.”. Mike Pence is in a position of power. He’s the second most powerful person in what used to be the most powerful country in the world. Yet he doesn’t use his power to make a positive difference. Instead, he helps to pass policies that discriminate others, stands silently by while his boss continues to lie and backtrack, while his party continues to take advantage of most Americans and while legislation is passed that will harm the majority of Americans and damage his God’s creation.

I signed the position because the God that Mike Pence serves and the Jesus that I know are nothing alike. My Jesus told Christians that our greatest commandments were to love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength and that the second was to love your neighbor as yourself. Mike Pence may love God, but from what I can tell Mike Pence only considers someone his neighbor if they look like him, talk like him, love like him, worship like him and vote like him.

I ended up choosing Taylor University because I thought it was a place where I could grow in my faith but could also be myself. I avoided other more conservative Christian colleges because I feared I wouldn’t fit in. I didn’t want to wear a tie or avoid listening to rock music. Taylor had its rules, but I didn’t find them overly restrictive or heavy-handed to me. I enjoyed my time at Taylor, I grew in my faith and even received my call to ministry there. Taylor will always hold a special place in my heart. However, having Mike Pence speak at graduation a week after speaking at Liberty University, makes that space a little bit smaller.

Where is God?


I have a guilty pleasure. A few weeks ago I started watching the television show Preacher on Hulu. I made it through two seasons and am waiting on the third to come to Hulu soon. The show is taken from the comic book of the same name. Currently the show is following Jess (Preacher) and company as they search for God who has left heaven and is hiding out on earth.

I have to admit lately I can kind of identify with the plot of Preacher and I’m probably not alone. I think a lot of us are looking around at our world and are maybe wondering the same thing, “Where is a God?”. There’s just so much evil in our world right now that it seems to be everywhere. Tune in or log on and there it is. Some of it isn’t new but much of it is. White supremacy, mass shootings, children in cages, corruption in politics. Okay, so that last one isn’t new but we seem to be so okay with it these days that it happens in plain day and we’re unfazed.

I think the frustration is we feel like God has just given up on us. It constantly feels like the bad guys are winning and keep on winning. It just seems like everyone is existing in their own little sphere and don’t care about anyone outside of it. We’ve lost all sympathy for anyone else and only care about ourselves.

Sorry if this feels totally negative. I guess I’m just venting some of my own frustrations with what I see in our world and how it makes me feel. It probably doesn’t help that I’m dealing with some personal stuff right now and there’s a lot of bickering in the church circles I’m a part of.

Unlike Preacher I’m well aware God hasn’t gone anywhere. James 1:17 actually tells us that God “does not change like shifting shadows”. In truth, if we feel like God is far away it’s because we have shifted, not God. I hearken back to Peter when he was walking to Jesus on the waves. Peter took his eyes off Jesus, became aware of the storm around him, and began to sink.

I think the takeaway is this: we need to keep our eyes on Jesus in the midst of this storm of a world we find ourselves in. It’s ugly. It’s brutal. It’s scary. But God is still God and God is still there. So please join me in keeping our eyes on Jesus and doing our best to being God’s Kingdom here to earth by loving others.